Remember me, no me either but its not abnormal for my mind to wander off on its own and leave me stranded.
Been missing in action for a while, crap 2009 when I last blogged. Very slack, but I've not had the energy in all honesty. Last year was a craptacular series of events and Im not going to bore you with them, lets just say I hoped 2011 would be better. Easy to say that at this point the entire freakin planet is probably saying the same thing as I'm thinking "2011 is pretty shit"
Whats gone on, well if you ignore the events of nature, which are proving hard to ignore, the Castle has gone into meltdown. There are always the arguments between hubby and I, I suspect they will never go away. There are the issues with Apprentice number 1, he is going to have to get a psyche evaluation or something done, its not normal for a child to be so angry, and so physically reactive. There have been car issues, wow they are never going to stop. There have been friendship issues, I lost a great one for reasons I dont understand, but she made that choice not me. The biggest issue to date - I lost my job.
My identity kind of went with it. Sure I hated the job, did nothing but complain but to be fired in the manner they did was just horrific. Framed, set up, and fired. Now Im struggling to find a job in an empty marketplace. Im super qualified and exceptionally good at what I do, but you cant get a job when none exist for the taking. Its causing even bigger wars between hubby and I - hell Im apparently a lazy fat arse who isn't trying. Fuck off!!
Anyhoo, just a small rant for now. I'll be off again until I find myself. Lost in music somewhere amongst the landmines of life
